My Life

My life is not as good as you think it is. Sometimes, I think it's horrible. I have a lot of best friends, like N, J, K, C, V, R, D, A, T, and F. I don't want to mention their names to protect them.

I really love my best friends. I'm really close to N and J, we've been best friends since we were 4 years old. We have really different personalities. N is a very beautiful girl, there are so many boys that like her. She's smart and kind, people says she's almost perfect. She has a pretty good voice, too. And J, J is a very funny girl. She doesn't care about the other people think about her. She's really confident with herself. Maybe she's not as smart and beautiful as N, but some boys like her, too. And now, let's talk about me. I'm a VERY VERY nerdy girl. I wear glasses, I love reading, my clothes are always in a good condition, I always wear simple clothes, such as T-Shirt and jeans. My friends say that I'm over-protective about my score. I hardly ever talk during lesson. What a neeeerd -_-. I actually don't like to be a nerdy girl, but what should I do? My parents told me to more care about my score than about my friendship. I always try to give my parents good scores, I guess that's the only thing that will make them happy. I don't have a really good childhood, my friends' childhood are very good. They could play whenever they want, while I must go to my Piano Course or English Course. Ok, that's sucks. Until now, I still must go to those Courses. I guess I'll never have the same life as my friends' life. Oh ya, I've just remmembered one thing that makes me different from the others.

I've never had a boyfriend. WTH?! I mean, like 99,9% of students in my class have already had a BF or GF!! I'm so ashamed -__-